Where Exactly are we Heading

Khairnar Openly Shot at, Satyendra Dubey Got Murdered, Manjunath meets the same fate. Sometimes I just wonder where exactly are we heading. What exactly are these whistle blowers Patriots,Zealots, Honest Human Beings, Revolutionists, Persons who just dont accept the way things are and want everything to change. One a Commissioner, one an IAS officer ,One an IIM-L passout. Are they the exceptions or are they the norms. They figure in the news for sometime some Bloody politician announce an inquiry and slowly and slowly dust settles. But do they leave behind them a revolution a willingness for others to take on the corruption of society. Or they instill more fears in the comman junta empowering the Bloody Mafia. Sometimes I doubt myself I always Pride myself on My Patriotic nature but is there anything worthwhile I ever Did. I work for an MNC wear Reebok, eat at Pizza hut. Is just writing few letters here and there or updating my blog or visiting Rajpath every 26Jan is all that enough. Not exactly I need to wake up. Yes I need to.

Well Going through a tough face of life. where everyday is a challenge to stay alive. move albeit inch by inch towards the DREAM the dream that ends at "THE TOUGHEST PLACE ON EARTH TO GET INTO". Honestly I had rarely if ever faced so much pressure to perform. Its a fight at three fronts I had to perform at office. I had to overcome few personnel setbacks which choose worst possible to struck me and than I had to make sure I keep my Dream within Reachable limits. Time and age is not on my side but I have Promises to keep and miles to go before I sleep. I know I had worked hard towards this aim. Well Ok honestly I tried to work hard. Results as yet are away far away but as they Say " If u want something badly universe will conspire to make sure u get it." So its less than two weeks away the D-Day.

Well was just away..........

So a long break from these mediums of emotions actually was just going through a race against deadlines. And add to that the Dream of IIM-A which started getting tougher and higher to reach.
So was just trying desperately to balance between the professional life and the personnel life.
But looks like somewhere i am failing just dunno where.
Well life in Gurgaon is no doubt more peaceful than the one i spent in Delhi.No major Traffic Jams Decent enough greenery, proximity to my office better water supply.
But yes problems do galore especially in terms of pathetic transport systems , its just plain shocking why GGN can't develop an efficient mode of Public transport especially for someone like me who after coming from Delhi is obviously at odds to understand the reason behind all this.
But thats somewhat Ok as long as my Hero Honda CD-100 is not ditching me .I can go ahead.

Virtual existence at www.iexist.in

Ok I achieved one of my long standing dreams not a big-big dream but just something I wanted to have. NOW I own a website I had always wanted to have one but sometimes technical glitches sometimes financial constraints it just kept getting delayed delayed and delayed. But no more, now www.iexist.in is alive and kicking . Well not really actually lot of things still needs to be done. Lets see how long it takes.????
Yup another thing I shifted to Gurgaon with a lot of Dreams Dreams to study to achieve some unfulfilled dreams lets see when can I start working towards those DREAMS ????? Ya my new roompartner is yes Unlike me in lot of respects .we dont share the same dreams neither the same path But still I believe we will be compatible and can look forward to lot of new and exciting things in life.Moreover I have seen the same spark same hunger in his eyes that says "Never Give Up" and have always been my guiding force. .I call him LBWMDK -->Lambe baloon waale Mohammad Darab Khan.

Well another unexpected change came in my life In the office I have been given a Very strong Horizontal movement My boss says its just a bussiness requirement It must be so if they says so. I still don't know does it any way reflect on my Performance or not but as they say in the corporate world always expect the unexpected. Lets see what the new team has in store for me.
Obviously I am made to believe that no meanings should be derived out of it but....................

Identity Revealed

Hey i was just wondering should I be writing about who I am in this blog or let it remain just as a nondescript blog of a non descript entity having an existence somewhere in the universe. Then suddenly today morning somebody whispered in my Ears hey "Come out of ur cocoon and share ur identity " I said fine I will do that ok So here I am Known by Name Tanay. But that dosent suffice, Google will list 100 of Guys with whom I share my Name.Ok I passed out of DU in 2004 after studying there for 4 years in B.I.S. . Well that makes me somewhat unique.......But.........ok I am working in GGN in Hewitt Associates.But thats the regular boring stuff anybody can write about.Ok I AM UNIQUE but how ? I have BIG BIG dreams in these bespectaceled eyes of mine.And that sets me apart. I have achieved milestones which are in Itself Destination for many, Sounds Cryptic.
Thats Me.
Tanay

remember i named my Blog "THEDEPTH"

D-Day Finally over

Haaaaaaaaaaa Hoooooooooooooooo what a relief,the Appraisal meeting or more closely the Viva is finally over, went on more smooth than what I expected it to be.For close to an hour i was trying to be normal .Hey I can keep my cool under pressure I just proved that 1 hour of session
with Boss's Boss not an easy thing to handle.I really feel like telling my rating but hey Its against the ethics of the company so cant tell u that .And obviously i know nobody's gonna reads this page
but still.................................................................
So another day got over another Tension over but I have an inkling there are bigger challenges coming up my way.
Lets take them Head On

Phew here i come.

The First Appraisal

Dunno tommorrow is the D-Day the first appraisal of my life,Do have an idea whats gonna happen but still feeling as if tommowrrow is My Viva the same feeling of Viva coming back as was during the days when Viva was a part of every semester.My boss ,Boss Boss all will be there to proably tell me things which proably...................................................

And then will come the rating part...........

KEEP THE FINGERS CROSSED